Damn,
Life is over already f!#$@.
On a different path. I once had the opportunity to marry my Jr hs. sweetheart but at the time she had a kid, he was cool with me, he hated everyone she dated. She had one fatal flaw. She had 2 cats and wasn't so much of a clean freak.
Now I am 52 and date strippers...
Or play escort and get paid to dance with older Spanish women...