Also looking back I did go outside, I guess at times, like seasons things would seem better. Eh, maybe police task forces... the funding would dry... things would get worse... idk... too much time with the computer though, but I did get out too... weird a blur of screens, bicycles, and nonsense. Now Corona, computer... more computer... more computer... I have a wife in there too, but with her job it's only a few hours a day then rinse and repeat..... pretty 1st word to complain, but there it is... I spend too much time with you fuckers. Hopefully I'll leave the door kicks me in the ass and I learn better things and do better, maybe I will write a book....who knows.