yea, i wish i didnt, like i really want to trust that cops are out for good, and sure some are but even me, a well to do white dude, they've been vastly more a source of frustration or outright robbery - i've lost far more to police fuckery than actual thieves...
I was thinking about this the other day, a car sped past me well over the speed limit, and my thought wasnt "oh man that person is endangering me" rather it was that oh, that person is gonna get pulled over, reducing my likelihood of being pulled over. like thats a genuine and regular thought, when other cars are going faster to feel not insecurity for their recklessness but safety from the police by there being another target. That sucks! when you think about it that really sucks, that the policing of traffic laws is a greater fear than the risks created by violation of those laws